Random Rambling: Questions?

Alrighty now. I haven't been on for a while now. But hey, I'm thinking I should do something fun. I'm going to answer random people's questions. Just send me an email at rubysafire14@yahoo.com.

In your email, type in your real name and age, and a name u want me to refer to you and your question. It can be about anything. If it's a very good one or interesting I will post it on this blog along with an answer. Also when you email me, tell me if you would like to be mentioned in my blog or not. I could just email you back your answer.

Yes I am bored as you can tell. But hey, don't miss out on a chance to have you questions answered.

My Opinion: Vampires

Their legends have been going around since the start of humanity. Vampires. Are they fiction or does one live next door?

No one wants to believe that there could be even the slightest chance of immortality because then everything they have ever believed in could be false too.

But ever since Twilight came out, everyone seems to be into vampires.
I remember when the mere mention of vampires meant that "OMG, you're emo!"

Now, when someone mentions vampires, its always, "OMG, Edward Cullen is sooo HOT!!"

I mean come on, a vampire isn't supposed to sparkle in the sun!! They're supposed to burn up and die! I don't want to trash talk Twilight, I love the books. But since the movie came out, well they make me feel emberassed about liking vampires. Anyway, aside from Twilight, I'd have to say Interview with a Vampire was pretty good. I'd have to say that that movie makes me proud of being a vampire lover. Once my dad asked me, "Do you believe in vampires?" I answered yes. He then asked me, "If one were to go into your room in the middle of the night, would you let it drink your blood?" and I said, "Daddy, vampires can't go into your room unless you invite him in and I wouldn't be stupid enough to let him turn me into a vampire.... I'd wait till I was 18, hahahaha".

Vampires have always fascinated me, especially after I saw Van Helsing. But, I make up my own mind about what I believe about them. I believe that yes, they do have to be invited into your home, or they cant even go in. No, they don't sleep in a coffin. No, they don't sparkle. Yes, they die in the sunlight. Yes, they have to drink blood.

No, garlic doesn't affect them. Yes, they have super human strength and healing. No, they can't be killed with a wooden stake. Yes, they live forever. No, they don't age. Yes, they have special powers, each different and unique.

Now that's my perspective on vampires.

Can't Do This Anymore

Your lies...

Your cries...

Your shouts....

Your marks....

Your "sympathetic" smiles....

Your pathetic attempts to....

I can't take it...

I can't take it anymore....

You made me lie...

You made me hide...

You made me fear...

I'm so inexperienced with the world

Cus I feel stupid and alone

You believe the lies you tell....

You care more about yourself than me...

You never bothered to tell me that the world

would be tough

Your supposed "protection" did nothing to help

me find my way

You were supposed to care

You were supposed to love

You were supposed to show me how the world works

I can't do this anymore

I'm saying good bye

I'm sure you understand

Cus, you said that to me not to long ago

I can't do this anymore

You do not understand

But I can't wait for you to catch up

I need to move on

Cus I can't do this anymore

Random Rambling: Life Lesson

Poetry is my only escape... it's a way for me to escape from problems in life. I told a friend once that life is like a roller coaster: it has its ups and downs, and we are all just along for the ride. To me its like going with the flow. There are some things you can't stop from happening in life. And crying about every little thing gone wrong doesn't help the situation. Of course, you can't pretend it never happened, even though I do that sometimes. Pretending it never happened is basically adding more pressure on yourself because then you're focused on telling yourself, "it never happened, it never happened". You'll just be adding more problems into your already problematic life. Keeping yourself distracted helps for the moment, but when you go home, there's going to be a down time and you'll feel like you have a weight on your shoulders. Some people grow up being abused.... and they have bruises and scars to prove it. But, some people, like me, who grew up being verbally abused.... they don't have the bruises but the memories. Personality change, depression, no self esteem.... My point being, don't let life get to ya, because it will. All you can do is hold your head high and face it. "You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience by which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, "I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along." -Eleanor Roosevelt Life Lesson: Life goes on, just gotta face it in ur own way!!!

Star Crossed Lovers

Star- Crossed Lovers
Born to be doomed
Lovers or Enemies?
Kiss or Kill?
What shall thee do,
If thy love is thy enemy?
I'll tell thee what thee shall do,
Thee will love thy soulmate,
Thee will love till thy death.
Lovers and enemies...
Kiss and Kill...
Star-Crossed Lovers
Born to be doomed

Unbreakable Thread

I don't know you
But you know me
And somehow we fell in love
I knew the moment I read your letter
That you were an angel sent from above

But before we could meet
You disappeared
And left me behind with more than one tear

We were both caught
By Unbreakable Thread,
Thread only you and I could break,

Being with you was my greatest desire
You were the one who built the fire,
The flames were the light I decided to
Follow,
When my chest was filled with more than just
Sorrow,

Caught by Unbreakable Thread,
Thread only you and I can break,

Why did you have to leave?
It wasn't your time
Sometimes I think you were make-believe
Just another nursery rhyme

I know we had a story,
A once upon a time,
I know you are just a memory,
That I will forget all in good time,

But...
Somehow...
We're still...
Caught by Unbreakable Thread
Thread that even after death
Still doesn't break
Thread that I know is probably fake

But its still Unbreakable Thread
Thread that only you and I could break

The Story Behind "Truth or Dare"

The poem/song titled Truth or Dare is something my best friend wrote a while ago. I decided to post it because I found it recently and remembered how we laughed our butts off when we read it.
Well at least I laughed. Heh heh.... um... anyways it was funny. She and I were planning on making a book called Truth or Dare kind of related to the show Friends. But we never got around to it.
There are eight friends, and one of them loves playing Truth or Dare. There's a lot of drama and romance in it. But then one of the girl's die and everything sorta goes down hill.
I love the ending though. We wanted to end it funny. So, we decided that the friends should streak on the first year anniversary of the girls death. We wanted that to happen because she had dared them to streak before her death and they never had the guts to.
It's really good. But like I said we never really got to writing it. (If Roxan is reading this, PLZ don't kill me for putting up this song. Don't blame me! Well... maybe you can blame me but not in the bad way, lol!! =P)